For once I don’t know what is going to happen, where I am going to end up, who I am going to meet, and it’s all within the next year. For once I can’t predict my life and it’s not in my control. In 7 months, I am going to be somewhere completely new and living an opposite lifestyle. For once I have no future plan, I’m just following my heart. It’s in God’s hands now and he has my life under control.